It’s one of those elusive times when you know you’ve changed, but your everyday self hasn’t quite caught up with you yet. I’m thinking that’s why I feel kinda ‘off’ at the moment. My everyday self is trying to let the new stuff through, but is slightly suspicious yet – LOL. Good feelings, to be sure, but odd in their concreteness, or their non-elusiveness. Like the difference of being happy because something cool just happened and just being happy, period.

I think.